today i am ill, so ill in fact i've hardly eaten anything which is a surprise for me.
i have to catch up on English essays. and i've been sleeping on & off all day, talking to Tia on the phone, and planning my weekend.
hopefully shall be good, staying at Tia's grans in Glasgow, maybe go to a gig?
if anyone knows any good ones, please leave a comment thanks.
i have been thinking about how i should achieve more, try reading more books, listening to new bands, do more exciting things. i'm always too lazy to do anything about it though. i've been listening to "Black Moth Super Rainbow", you should definately give them a listen ;)
i've realised how i haven't read/bought/watched NME magazine/channel in so long. i remember the days when i used to read the magazine all the time. i suppose i've kinda gone off it, its too mainstream and it annoys me when they try and be all "DOWN WITH EVERYONE".
i'm been looking at Fafi sketches also, i've loved her for so long. she should definately bring more of her sketches out in clothing ranges..
my wolf t-shirt arrived today, i was so excited. i already have one but i love this one even more! i've always adored wolves, ever since i was little. i used to watch programmes about them intently.
its too warm in here, i feel like i'm falling into the abyss of endless slumber. which i wished would happen. i wish that more than anything. i wish for a lot of things. maybe i wish too much? i think its healthy to have dreams, and make plans which are obviously never going to happen. it gives a person motivation i suppose, and something to live for. sometimes i wish i had more motivation in life, just to get on with things. i wish i was more of my own person, but there is so many people in this world who are alike, and i look up to so many of them. i also wish for a new group of friends, i love my friends to pieces, but sometimes you need change, you know? excitement, adrenaline rushes, endless laughter. on the rare occassions i do feel those emotions, i dwell on them for too long. and end up over analyzing everything to the point where it is all a blur and i have to do it all over again - just to remember the feelings i forgot about. a person should never forget a feeling, they should always be able to remember it. but how can they remember something they have never experienced?
this year i want to change all of this, i know, i know "2009 is only another year" - but i will do something about it. at least, i will do my best to try an change it.
love and zombiebrainzzzz
xxxxxxxxxxxxxoxoxxxxx
i have to catch up on English essays. and i've been sleeping on & off all day, talking to Tia on the phone, and planning my weekend.
hopefully shall be good, staying at Tia's grans in Glasgow, maybe go to a gig?
if anyone knows any good ones, please leave a comment thanks.
i have been thinking about how i should achieve more, try reading more books, listening to new bands, do more exciting things. i'm always too lazy to do anything about it though. i've been listening to "Black Moth Super Rainbow", you should definately give them a listen ;)
i've realised how i haven't read/bought/watched NME magazine/channel in so long. i remember the days when i used to read the magazine all the time. i suppose i've kinda gone off it, its too mainstream and it annoys me when they try and be all "DOWN WITH EVERYONE".
i'm been looking at Fafi sketches also, i've loved her for so long. she should definately bring more of her sketches out in clothing ranges..
my wolf t-shirt arrived today, i was so excited. i already have one but i love this one even more! i've always adored wolves, ever since i was little. i used to watch programmes about them intently.
its too warm in here, i feel like i'm falling into the abyss of endless slumber. which i wished would happen. i wish that more than anything. i wish for a lot of things. maybe i wish too much? i think its healthy to have dreams, and make plans which are obviously never going to happen. it gives a person motivation i suppose, and something to live for. sometimes i wish i had more motivation in life, just to get on with things. i wish i was more of my own person, but there is so many people in this world who are alike, and i look up to so many of them. i also wish for a new group of friends, i love my friends to pieces, but sometimes you need change, you know? excitement, adrenaline rushes, endless laughter. on the rare occassions i do feel those emotions, i dwell on them for too long. and end up over analyzing everything to the point where it is all a blur and i have to do it all over again - just to remember the feelings i forgot about. a person should never forget a feeling, they should always be able to remember it. but how can they remember something they have never experienced?
this year i want to change all of this, i know, i know "2009 is only another year" - but i will do something about it. at least, i will do my best to try an change it.
love and zombiebrainzzzz
xxxxxxxxxxxxxoxoxxxxx
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